Sopa konflikter och problem under mattan. skylla på individen -undkomma ansvar!

Sopa konflikter och problem under mattan. skylla på individen- undkomma ansvar!

"Diagnoser är ett påfund som man uppfunnit för att kunna skylla problem och konflikter som sker ute i samhället på enstaka individer! Det är samhällets sätt att skjuta ifrån sig ansvaret på individer.


Istället för att samhället ska ta tag i mobbning och annan diskriminering så säger man att "det där var inte mobbning - det där var hans störning/diagnos!!!"

Sen finns det säkert scizofreni osv.. Men diagnoser som autism/asperger/autistiska drag eller ADHD ges ut alldeles för lättvindigt och godtyckligt idag.. Ofta för att stryka över problem och sopa samhällets ansvar under mattan."

fredag 5 mars 2021

Warcraft: Total War: Version 1.6 released in february 2019 - updated in august 2020!

 2020-08/27 - Updated download!

1. Fixed glitched Khazmodan castle.

2. Fixed the stats of a few units that were wrong - such as made the elite Darkiron Sharpshooters have better stats than the Darkiron shooters - they cost more and were superior in battle, but they had worse stats in some ways.

3. Removed three isles.

4. Implemented Vrykul strat-model cities - courtesy of Kalla, and BotET: Alt-Cut.

5. Implemented Vrykul custom settlements in battle - courtesy of Kalla, and BotET: Alt-Cut.

6. Fixed the Darkiron city Uldaman so it's no longer a Dark Horde custom city - it's Darkiron now.

7. Weakened all the giants in the game for the custom battles/autoresolve - will affect rebel giants on the map, and some units like the Naga Coualtls, Phoenixes etc.

8. Weakened the Dragon armies on the map - the Nexus is no more so the Blue Dragons are gone. They are only represented with one dragon in the main Dragon holdout in Northrend lead by Alextraza or whatever.

9. Weakened the Kodo Riders and the Mammoths for the autoresolve to prevent the factions of the Horde and the Frakkari from always winning as the AI.

10. Removed the Mud Golems from Lordaeron in the Frozen Throne-campaign and replaced them with a Knights of Tyr-unit.

11. Limited all the projectiles of the casters so that they can't defeat an entire army on their own. They are just as strong - but will run out of ammo.

12. Illidan Stormrage now has a Demonhunters bodyguard in the campaign.

13. Snap Dragons replaced in the starting armies in case they caused the ctd in Desu's campaign as the Forsaken. Same with the Fel Hounds.

Both the Snap Dragons and the Fel Hounds are recruitable.

14. I've added Skeleton Horsearchers to the Scourge.

15. Night Elven Wardens made stronger. They are as good as the Demonhunters.

16. The best gunners have less ammo - such as the Artisans, the Siege Breakers or the Infernoblasters.

17. Dark Irons have militias from the start as well.

18. Naga City/large_city/huge_city have new Hyrule Lanayru strat-models with a new texture from Bantu.

Credits to Undying Nephalim, creator of Hyrule: Total War, for the strat-model.

19. Naga village/town/large town is now using the Storm Zora Capital with a new texture from Bantu.

Credits to Undying Nephalim, creator of Hyrule: Total War, for the strat-model.

20. Naga Castle, large castle, fortress, wooden castle and mottle & bailley is using the Lanayru Castle with a new texture from Bantu.

Credits to Undying Nephalim, creator of Hyrule: Total War, for the strat-model.

21. Night Elven strat-model cities are now the Elder Scrolls ones, just like in battle - but with a different texture from me and Bantu.

The mod is using the battle_models since before, as I asked permission from LordNazgul - now the strat-models are the same models as the battle-models.

2020-07/07 - I've updated the download:

It does the following:

1. Burning Legion CTD issues fixed - re-adds stable Fel Hounds and Pit Lords.

2. Re-balances all the Burning Legion units, most of the Naga-units and a few Night Elven units - costs and stats updated to make the AI more likely to not recruit the same units all the time.

3. Corrects all the recruitment-mistakes of the older release - no more Kodo Riders for the Dark Horde in EK, Darkspear Trolls for them in the EK - or other units not supposed to be in the wrong continent.

4. Nerfs the Vrykul/Dark Horde Drake Riders - as they were far too powerful.

5. Vrykul female units nerfed to half their old strength - as the AI only recruited them because they were twice as many as the bigger males, and had the same stats.

6. Re-adds the Phoenixes/Hawkstriders for the Elven factions (should be stable), the Chimaera to the Night Elves (should be stable but I'm not 100% certain), and the Naga Couatl to the Naga faction -the last one has crashed before, but is less likely to CTD than the Red Dragons - they are only recruitable from like one area on each continent anyway.

7. I have re-added the gameplay function of building forts.

The update is not save-compatible.

2020-03-26 -
WTW 1.9 WIP available at the discord.

Video previewing the updated Theramore and Horde-rosters. There are lots of other changes as well.

2020-02/28 - Warcraft: Total war FIX Uploaded! (Not worthy of a site announcement).

This fix will reduce all the textures of the Warcraft Strat_Models by many times the original size- resulting in a more stable campaign map with way faster loading times.

It will also fix the Horde/Dark Horde/Trade Coalition custom settlement gates.

Makayane fixed the settlements, and WarcraftHero reduced the size of Bantu's textures- per Gigantus's advice.

None of the other stuff from the old 1.6 patch are kept, because it wrecked the campaign.

Edit: If you've installed the 1.6 patch uploaded in december, then you'd need to delete the entire mod and install it from scratch.

Install by placing the WTW-folder inside of your Medieval II/mods folder. Click "yes" on overwriting the old files.


Download Warcraft: Total War FIX - Horde Custom Cities/Reduced Textures! - Mod DB

Warcraft: Total War FIX - Horde Custom Cities/Reduced Textures!

The 4gb patch found in the Warhammer: BotET-mod - it's required for the Warcraft beta to work i've been told. I have decided to upload it here so people won't have to download the entire BotET (Beginning of the End Times) submod for Call of Warhammer.

Patch your kingdoms.exe, and only do it once. It will make all heavy mods work and be more stable. Without the patch you may experience alot of crashes.


Download 4GB patch for Warcraft Total War - Mod DB

4GB patch for Warcraft Total War

Join the new Discord here:

https://discordapp.com/invite/qSZf9Hq

Warcraft: Total War: Official PUBLIC BETA V 1.9 (Updated download as of 2020-07/07)!


Download Warcraft: Total War: Official PUBLIC BETA V 1.6! - Mod DB

Warcraft: Total War: Official PUBLIC BETA V 1.6!

The Official PUBLIC BETA RELEASE of Warcraft Total War - UPDATED feb 17 2019, worked on heavily since march 29 2017 - CD-version of Medieval II is what we developers are using, and so it is recommended - but mod should work for Steam as well - even though we may not be able to help you with issues then.

To install the mod using the CD-version, move the mod-folder named "WTW" inside of your Medieval II Total War/mods-folder - after first using the latest version of winRAR to extract the folder - by moving it out manually by draging the folder with your mouse. And start the mod by clicking the .bat-file - for Steam use the ordinary method. Be advised that you must move the entire SEGA game folder out of program files to prevent issues on new computers, also you'd have to deactivate the UAC (User Account Control) as it interfere with mods making them not work. - Read more about disabling the UAC at TWC (Total War Center) or just shut it down totally).

Also, you'd need to download the 4gb patch i've uploaded since before and patch the Kingdoms.exe with it in order for the mod to work, or you'll face crashes a lot and might not even be able to start the mod - using Steam you should patch Medieval2.exe instead i've heard.

Also, download the MedievalII.Preference-file that i did upload a few days ago & place in main Medieval II Total War folder - replacing the old file there. This will enable you to play defensive battles in hotseat, as well as prevent a bug causing CTD when clicking buildings on the campaign - it will also make FMV's work.

WARNING: DO NOT PLAY THIS MOD WITH ADVISOR ON, NEVER CLICK ADVISOR - mod will CTD!

For Steam watch both these videos, as there are two different methods of installing the mod:

Version 1.6 changelist:

1. The Trade Coalition (Goblins) added to both the campaigns as a playable faction.

I've added the Agents riged by Bantu, i've implemented all the recruitment, starting garrisons, ships, victory conditions, alliances etc - they are ready to be played.

2. New campaign victory conditions for all the factions in both the main campaign and the Frozen Throne custom campaign - for both the short and long campaigns.

New lore-accurate victory conditions that aren't impossible for the AI to fulfill. Factions will need to kill enemies in the same continent and the enemies will be close to them on the map.

3. The Vrykul faction added to the custom battles with half a roster.

All their current units are added but no new since decembre.

4. New Nordrassil/Vordassil strat-map settlement, and custom settlement in battle - from the Elder Scrolls: Total War.

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A Tree-model finally.

5. Fixed issues for some units - such as projectiles of the sorceresses and the Priestesses.

6. Cut the economy in half for everyone but the Scourge and the Burning Legion.

Point is that you the player should need to build economical structures such as Traders before getting a good economy. Legion and Scourge wasn't touched due to them having costly or vast numbers of units.

7. Created captain cards for all the factions.

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No more purple cards when fighting captains, or vanilla Medieval 2 cards.

8. Romaneck over at our Discord has created a complete portrait-set for the Quelthalas/Blood Elven factions. -No more vanilla cards for them.

The immersion is much improved for the Elves.

9. WarcraftHero made the new UI, symbols, names etc for the Vrykul and Trade Coalition factions.

He added the symbols to the user interface files.

10. Bantu fixed the Vrykul Warriors/Goblin Artificer weapons not showing up, and the Trade Coalition Agents.

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Enjoy the new version!

Version 1.6 CREDITS:

Most of the coding, and the creation of the captain cards - Mr_Nygren.

Vrykul names/Goblin Names, Vrykul & Goblin symbols to the UI-files, Yellow Goblin background - WarcraftHero.

New Agents for the Trade Coalition, fixed Vrykul Warriors/Goblin Artificers - Bantu Chieftain/Gnomebuster on Discord.

Old Goblin symbol - Zerg93.

New Vrykul symbol - Farin Frostgeir.

New strat-model/custom settlement Valenwood Tree/village in use by the Night Elves - LordNazgul and DaedraWarrior from Elder Scrolls: Total War.

Version 1.5 CREDITS:

Mr_Nygren and Bantu Chieftain - for the bigger part of all the work done in this update!

WarcraftHero - For the radar-map, battlefield textures, some fixing, the historical battles editor, many of the portraits for the new units etc.

Zerg93 - For the new Trade Coalition banners used in battle.

Elder Scrolls: Total War and LordNazgul for the Night Elven custom settlements (skins by Bantu Chieftain) and for the Undead village/town in use by the Scourge.

Hyrule Total War and Undying Nephalim for lots of custom settlements in use by many factions (skins remade by Bantu Chieftain)!

DBM and it's creator for the Aztecs vanilla settlements that he/they did have available as files in their mod used by the Troll factions in this mod (reskins by Bantu Chieftain)!

Great Sea: Total War Beta and Undying Nephalim for one of the custom settlements (water removed by me) in use by the Ahn'Qiraj faction!

Third Age: Total War and the Alternative Patch by leo.civil.uefs for the custom settlements in use by the Dark Iron Dwarves (reskins by Bantu Chieftain)!

Naga Royal Guards and the Drakkari Mammoth models created by Eges96 - the creator of Warcraft3Rebirth - they were riged by Bantu Chieftain for this mod and implemented through coding by me.

Warhammer BotET custom settlements in use by Khaz'Modan created by Tomdoof - implemented by me!

Warhammer reskins of vanilla settlements by Call of Warhammer/Beginning of the End Times - reskins by Bantu Chieftain, banners and symbols of Elven/Blood Elven reskins edited in by me!

- Link to his thread over at TWC as requested from him in order for me to use his stuff:

http://www.twcenter.net/forums/showthread.php?494054-Alternative-patch-2018-(READ-THE-DAMN-FAQ-PLEASE)

Enjoy the update as it's vast!

Old credits:

Mr_Nygren, Eoghan Wolfkin, Bantu Chieftain, TheHappyCrusader, Sulfurion Blackfyre &WarcraftHero - all the work on the mod itself turning things into Warcraft style, adding units, adding new menu, new scripts, new animations, the whole EDB, EDU, descr_strat etc - all work on turning the map-only alpha into this version.

Warcraft3Underground fan-site for Warcraft 3 moding - lots of models that we riged for the mod.

Undying Nephalim and Hyrule Total War - Animations and Undead siege engines.

Myth Total War - Animations.

Akhtross Total War - Animations and projectiles.

Call of Warhammer/The Sundering/Beginning of the End Timess - Animations, strat-models for elven princesses, projectiles, Siege engines, ship strat-models and base models for our new models.

Elder Scrolls: Total War - some of Eoghans Undead units were based on Undead from this mod.

Bare Geomod - UI textfiles.

East of Rome - Marka Horse basemodel and texture

Europa Barbarorum 2 team - Skynet Battle AI and campaign script.

Stainless Steel - Savage Campaign AI.

Changes since the demo are too many to list here. Enjoy!

"Warcraft Total War is an unofficial modification with no profit for Medieval 2: Total War, a game developed by The Creative Assembly and published by SEGA. The Warcraft Total War modification is neither created nor affiliated, supported and endorsed by The Creative Assembly Limited, Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. or SEGA Corporation.


Total War, Medieval 2: Total War and the Total War logo are trademarks or registered trademarks of The Creative Assembly Limited in the United Kingdom and/or other countries. SEGA and the SEGA logo are either trademarks or registered trademarks of SEGA Corporation. All rights reserved. All other trademarks and trade names are properties of their respective owners.


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The "Warcraft: Total War: Official PUBLIC BETA 1.5" is not an attempt at a "World of Warcraft: Total War", - it is an attempt for a full release of a Warcraft Three (Third War) Total War."

PS: Don't use too many Mountain Giants, Sea Giants, Molten Giants or Infernals in the same battle or it will CTD due to polygon hardcoded limit in Medieval II being breached - and try not to have too many big demons in the same small area neither.

Otherwise strat-map is fully stable and battles may only CTD randomly. Always save before a battle. CTRL S will create quick saves.

Republic of China 1924: V. 1.0 English Edition Public Beta released in march 2019!

 



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I have solved the problem with the translated mod "Republic of China 1.0" not starting, it also included these animations that i have now included separately.

- An animations-package is needed for the mod to start.


Download Animations required for most Chinese mods! - Mod DB

Animations required for most Chinese mods!

This package of animations needs to be placed inside of your Sega/Medieval II Total War/Data-folder - replacing the folder "Animations" located there.

- After doing this the mod Republic of China 1.0 will start.

- The other file needed in order to enter the campaign itself is already included in the new official beta.

Republic of China 1924: English Edition Official Public beta:


Download Republic of China 1924: V. 1.0: English Edition (2019) - Mod DB

Republic of China 1924: V. 1.0: English Edition (2019)

Installation:

- Download the animations provided in the older upload and place in your Medieval 2 Total War/Data/animations-folder overwriting the files.

- You don't need the ming_daoshi-file because it is already included.

CD - Place the ZX_GH-folder inside of your Medieval 2 Total War/Mods-folder. Start by clicking on the ZX_GH.bat.

Steam - Do the usual thing, after first installing the animations-package.

Also, remember to de-activate the scripts at the start of a campaign, and click on the red button and not the green - when given the intro-message. If you click yes the mod will lock itself up at turn 6 or 8 and never move forward from there.

Known issues:

1. Game won't move forward at turn 97 on the Republic of China turn.

2. If unlucky, then randomly the Republic of China will crash the game on their turn due to an error regarding "lesser adoptive characters", and this CTD should happen between turn 4 and turn 8 - restart the campaign if it happens. Usually the mod will work fine up to turn 97 if the CTD won't happen in the beginning of the game.

PS: I am not sure it will lock itself up for you on turn 97. But the AI couldn't continue as the slave-faction, on the Republic of China turn - on turn 97.

- Original Republic of China 1.0 Chinese mod made by Voice Shen XU (Voice of God Zu) over at Wanmod.com, a Chinese modding site - released with his permission!

- Bad translation into English done by MODDB user Dallians, a Vietnamese guy who tried to sell the mod illegally back in octobre 2017, when i first downloaded his version of the mod.

- Additional work done by me (Mr_Nygren) on-top of the version i downloaded in octobre 2017:

1. Got the mod to start by finding the animations-package.

2. Got the campaign to start by finding the ming_daoshi-file needed for it not to crash.

3. Fixed the regions-file which had religious levels above 100, and the expanded.txt-file that had faulty text - solving the CTD-issue when holding the mouse over British/Indian settlements in the campaign.

4. Added mark-2 tanks and WW1 Fighter Planes from the 1931 Chinese mod, after first going through the trouble of downloading that mod after creating a Chinese user and using a specific Chinese program.

5. Made two new unit cards for two units that were either lacking cards or using a wrong one.

6. Fixed issues with some units as their textures were either not showing up correctly, or they were using the wrong model resulting in a silver surfer. Some also used a base-model in the EDU riding a horse, when the unit in question were supposed to be infantry - causing the unit to sit in the ground. I've fixed all these instances.

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7. I've added new garrisons to every faction in the mod.



8. I've added new animations for the Planes and tanks in order for them not to crash when entering melee battle. The tanks got new riders with new rider animations, and the planes got the same plus an additional new animation from Hyrule Total War. The new animation for the planes make them move around in circles instead of just being still in the air.



9. I've implemented a new Japanese Ha Go tank to the Empire of Japan, unit rigged by Dagovax - the creator of the Rome: Total War: Barbarian Invasion mod called "Total War: 1942" - as he wanted to try rigging a tank for Medieval 2. Model has no moving turret but i know that it would be possible. (PS: Permission is granted for anyone to use this tank for any WW1/WW2 inspired mods).



I hope you will enjoy the new version released for the English audience, while it doesn't have all those wonderful variations in tanks, planes and mechanized units as previewed in some of the earlier pictures (version 1.2 of the mod released in Chinese only on Wanmod has these units) it still is improved compared to the older 1.0 that didn't even have tanks nor planes. Unfortunately the 1.2 version is not available for free so i had to use 1.0. 1.0 is also the only version translated into English. I would be willing to port the other tanks and planes if that version became available. Maybe even port the new features.

I have also recorded a video previewing this new 1.0 version:

Credits:

Voice Shen XU and Moon and Stars - The full Republic of China 1924 1.0 original mod in Chinese.

Vietnamese MODDB-user Dallians - Bad translation of the mod into English.

Mr_Nygren - All the work on the octobre 2017 release into this version - fixing, implementation of tanks/planes/animations, new cards, new garrisons etc.

Dagovax (creator of Total War: 1942 for Rome) - Rigging of the Ha Go Japanese tank.

1931 Chinese mod - Mark-2 tank and WW1 fighter plane.

Undying Nephalim and Hyrule Total War - New WW1 Plane animations.

torsdag 13 februari 2020

Conservatorship challenged in court again for the first time in ten years, and i'm telling my biological mother all about it while also explaining what school was like for me in grades 1-4 etc. A administração desafiou novamente no tribunal pela primeira vez em dez anos, e estou contando à minha mãe biológica tudo isso, além de explicar como era a escola para mim nas séries 1 a 4, etc.

There exists no school-photo from class/grade 2 and 3- this one from class/grade 1 shows the mood during those years. My class were good, but i had constant fighting with older students during the school breaks up until the middle of class/grade 4..

Não existe foto da escola da turma / série 2 e 3 - essa da turma / série 1 mostra o clima durante esses anos. Minha turma era boa, mas eu brigava constantemente com os alunos mais velhos da escola até o meio da turma / série 4 ..



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The document above in English:

"Victor is 10 years old and studies in grade 3 in Osttegs School. He lives with his mother, father and twinsister.
Victor have issues being able to fit into big groups during lunch breaks and during freetime. He often get himself into conflicts because he demands milimeter-justice from his classmates. Has a difficult time to see his own part in things that occure.

The conflicts lead to an "uncontrollable aggressiveness" - where he can't be reached. A Grown-up needs to take him in his knee and hold him tight. It has happened that he has taken to fists or something close at hand, eg. a broom, both against adults and children. This has been going on for a couple of years but as of late it is happening a couple of times a week. Victor has a hard time letting go of what has happened -seems to feel very bad afterwards, walking around "dwelling". This leads to him getting a hard time to concentrate afterwards.

He has zero problems during lessons unless something did happen during the lunch break and if nobody is disturbing him or pits him. Difficult to adjust to changes eg. temp.

It isn't done any groundinvestigation from the school.
The Parents now feel motivated to Victor getting help, therefore they've asked the school health unit to refer - as it feels difficult to do it themselves.
The Undersigned have had a phonecall with Kristin Andersson and we have agreed to a written referendum.

Umea Date 2000-03.13. Greetings Monica Brändström."

The document above in Portuguese:

"Victor tem 10 anos e estuda na 3ª série na Osttegs School. Ele mora com sua mãe, pai e irmã gêmea.

Victor tem problemas para se encaixar em grandes grupos durante os intervalos para almoço e durante o tempo livre. Ele costuma entrar em conflitos porque exige justiça milimétrica de seus colegas de classe. Tem dificuldade em ver sua própria parte nas coisas que ocorrem.

Os conflitos levam a uma "agressividade incontrolável" - onde ele não pode ser alcançado. Um adulto precisa segurá-lo no joelho e segurá-lo com força. Aconteceu que ele levou a punhos ou algo próximo, por exemplo. uma vassoura, contra adultos e crianças. Isso vem acontecendo há alguns anos, mas ultimamente está acontecendo algumas vezes por semana. Victor tem dificuldade em abandonar o que aconteceu - parece se sentir muito mal depois, andando por aí "morando". Isso leva a que ele tenha dificuldade em se concentrar depois.

Ele não tem problemas durante as aulas, a menos que algo tenha acontecido durante o intervalo para o almoço e se ninguém o está incomodando ou colocando na boca dele. Difícil de ajustar às mudanças, por exemplo. temp.

Não é feita nenhuma investigação de terreno da escola.

Os pais agora se sentem motivados para Victor obter ajuda, portanto pediram à unidade de saúde da escola que encaminhe - pois é difícil fazê-lo eles mesmos.

O Undersigned recebeu uma ligação telefônica com Kristin Andersson e concordamos com um referendo por escrito.

Umea Data 2000-03.13. Saudações Monica Brändström. "

The text above is the referendum made in the year 2000 to the child psychiatry.

O texto acima é o referendo realizado no ano 2000 para a psiquiatria infantil.


My long text to my biological mother in Brazil on Facebook in English:

"The fight against the Guardian and the institution about the stewardship/Guardianship has started. As expected they do not agree that i should not be under a stewardship/guardianship- and it's up to the court to decide.

I am going to meet a lawyer tomorrow 10:00 PM Swedish time.

This is a country that has freed retarded people with Downs from the same situation.. People that look retarded, and who have been living in their family's home until they are 40 years old.

I'm someone who is intelligent, and they didn't let me win in 2010- because for some reason they like to control me. I believe with retarded people they view them as less of a risk due to them being like children and easily controlled. But with me they seem to want to control me because i'm not stupid enough to not question a Good Man/advisor and that's why the people in the city of Umea forces a Guardian on me instead.

I still have the problem with not being able to speak portuguese, or write portuguese- if i were to move to Brazil. The second problem is i haven't finished college and have never had a real job.
If i loose again in court i plan to leave Sweden even though i think i'm fucked if i go to Brazil due to obvious reasons.

The adoption wasn't any good and i don't like that you just handed us away to the court- no matter the reason. Especially since i've ended up in a shithole that is treating me like i'm a mentally ill person because of lies they wrote about me when i were a teenager.

You see, i could tell you about my childhood- while i had a great time in the home i had almost constant fighting in school the first three years in school. White children were 99% in the school. I only remember me, my Sister, a girl our age and a younger girl being adopted colored people. The rest where white.

Teachers would blame me one-sidedly. I were taken to the Principal's office many times. Teachers would sometimes wrestle me down, and then drag me to a locked office where they would put me in their knee's and hold me tight until i calmed down.

We used to be insulted by older white kids who would call us nigger, blackhead, Arnold Blacknegro etc.

Both me and Deborah used to fight a lot during the first three years in school- especially me. I would fight using my fists most of the time. I had to fight between 5 to 10 other students many times during the first three years. In class 3 it happened many times during a week. Both me and Deborah were called names, i had the nickname "Tiger" and she "Lioness" because we both became very aggressive in these fights.

The teachers would always be on the side of the white children so i even ended up fighting the teachers at least twice. In order to defend against many children who all were older than me, or in order to try and prevent a teacher from forcing himself on me and put me in the situation described previously- i had no choice but to use a broom from time to time to keep the others at a distance. It evened out the odds.

One guy in particular two classes above me would hunt me on the school breaks around the school, he was a lot bigger than me, and he would wrestle me down many times and fill my face with snow. I also got kicked and beaten.

There used to be these mountains of snow where us boys used to  play a game where we pushed each other down the mountain. It was called "The Lord of the Hill". While we all enjoyed the game this guy i mentioned earlier would target me in particular and toss me down the mountain, then sit on me, fill my face with snow- then he would even "playfuck" on me while i were helpless beneath him. I mean we all had clothes on during winter but he "playfucked" on me while i were beneath him. He did the same to another guy in my class. My classmates were too cowardly to help in any way.
So i had to fight alone for three years, with only some help  from Deborah every once in a while- in class 3 there were fights going on many times a week.

This is also when my adoptive parents decided to do something. But they did never understand what was going on during the school breaks. Instead they listened on the teachers who gave all the blame on me- resulting in my adoptive parents refering me to the child psychiatry in the year 2000. But as it didn't feel right to refer their own adoptive son to the psychiatry, they decided to let the School health unit do the writing.

So my adoptive parents wasted an opportunity to write to the Child Psychiatry themselves, and in which they could have written the truth that me and Deborah got bullied in school due to people with racist ideas - and we needed help because these racist children didn't leave us alone.

Now, not every kid were a racist- it's usually 5-10 racists in a white school. But if those five to ten people do bully a brown kid then they still would get all the support from the white adults. Because stupid white adults doesn't get it, they would think that we are in conflicts due to diagnoses or similar- they'd never figure that white kids can be racist towards the minority of brown kids. They act like white kids are 100% innocent. But we adopted kids get blamed all the fucking time.

And our adoptive parents failed to see this. And instead bought into the schools view that we had problems because we got into a lot of fights, they never bothered to see that white kids also took part in those fights. Usually adults in shit-Sweden are always on the side of the majority. Same is true in migrant areas if a white kid is bullied by a majority of blacks- then the white kid is out of luck.

But it's especially bad when we are adopted and sent to a white majority country to be used and abused as they please. We were never viewed as Swedes by others than our adoptive parents and their family- and they mistakenly thought we got fair treatment from white adults in school, when in fact we got the migrant treatment all the time. Migrant treatment- getting the blame.

The Swedish citizenship has been worthless to me. Because they've treated me like i'm not a guy with a Swedish citizenship. Like i'm just one of the migrants. You should not believe that everything will go well by handing us over to others. I do like my biological father more than you- because he were against the adoption. In any case let's continue.

Our adoptive parents wasted the opportunity to write themselves to our benefit, in the referendum to the child psychiatry- and instead did let the school do it which resulted in a very biased referendum where i did get painted as the only problem in the school.

Now, I have nothing bad to say about the Child Psychiatry between the years 2000-2001, with the exception of them mistaking another students assistant for mine, which caused trouble later when new personel was reading the old stuff, and the reason i don't have anything bad to say is because the Child Psychiatry during the years 2000-2001 did not one-sidedly blame me for the conflicts in the school.

We had a meeting in which I, my Parents, my Sister and the School personel were present. Prior to this meeting the School had always treated me as the one single problem in the school. But after this meeting an understanding was reached that there might be other kids, especially the one guy i mentioend previously, who also were to blame for the conflicts.

It was decided that the School would send out one teacher each school break to keep an eye out on what was happening during these breaks. And the image emerged that more often than not one particular guy would start each conflict during these school breaks. The guy i mentioend earlier who were two classes above me, and a lot bigger- the info emerged that he had two alcoholic parents that would beat him or each other at home. That's why he took out his frustrations on the younger kids in the school- and i were targeted in particular because i weren't born in Sweden, nor white - and i were also very aggressive unlike most Swedes which made it more fun to piss me off i guess. Mine and Deborah's temperament is not that of a white Swede.

With this observed by the teachers they could make sure to "handle" that guy and his friends in class 6 (when i were in class four, because nothing happened of note the first three years, and then in the 4th grade i were refered to the child psychiatry the first time- after which these observations were made.) and the constant fighting that had been on-going since the start of grade 1 and until the middle of grade 4 ceased to happen.

The Child Psychiatry didn't investigate me back then. I didn't get any diagnose. And the only thing they did were to persuade me to "walk away" from conflicts. One thing i liked that they did, that i hated in grade 9 because it weren't done- was that the Child Psychiatry let me, my family and the school meet. And in these meetings my side of the story finally got some recognition. But in the 9th grade the Child Psychiatry, with different personel, held separate meetings with the school, and separate meetings with me and my parents- so we never reached an understanding in High School with the school, and i were seen as the villain there which never stopped to be the case. So they did things right back in 00-01, and did things wrong in 2005-06.

But my point still remains that my adoptive parents have always been trusting of authorities. And never even bothered to see my viewpoint. Ending with them asking the wrong people for help because they see me as having problems in school, when in reality the problem may have been other kids as well - I were not innocent because i did defend myself violantly. But in Sweden you don't have the right to defend yourself. And even if self defence is allowed by the law, they'll always demonise it as me being aggressive towards everyone else- and never give me the "defender position". So when me or Deborah defended ourselves against bullies, the school would demonise us as the aggressors- and it's not okay to be the aggressor of course.

This has been true throughout our lives. No matter how many times i've been assaulted or attacked, and have been defending myself- i always get demonised the aggressor and the bullies (white kids that i am fighting) get painted the victims.

That's the country i got adopted into. So much for the Swedish citizenship..

I've never felt Swedish since ten years ago when they placed me under a Guardian/Steward- but looking back i do realize i were never treated like a Swede by others than my family and friends. At the first opportunity they'll demonise me and Deborah as the villains and the white kids the victims of our violance.

Our citizenship didn't give us equal treatment, but then again most migrants are handed citizenships today- so it's worthless and not seen by most Swedes as proof of being a Swede.

The adoption then? Yes, most Swedes claim to agree adopted people are Swedes due to only speaking Swedish, having a Swedish upbringing with the Swedish culture- and yes, i am Swedish in many ways. But when it comes to the core of it.. They robbed me of my portuguese language, my Brazilian homeland, the Brazilian culture, my Brazilian family and a normal life in Brazil- and it all got exchanged for this mess that they laid out for me over the years -a mess they structurally planed from the beginning. After which they'd blame me for my situation when they're the ones demonising me, after which they'll limit my freedom and rights.

As i wrote, they never tried to see things my way before the meetings at the Child Psychiatry in 2000 when i were ten years old. I got the blame time and time again between the age of 7-10.
And in the 9th class shit continued when i was 16 years old. And as you know i'm treated like a mental case since ten years back. I'm 30 now. Not being allowed control over my own property and money.

Point of what i'm saying is that i never got to be a Swede. But they lied Brazil in the face when promising we would get all the rights and benefits of a biological kid to our adoptive parents. You see, adoptions are not the same as being a migrant- the adoptive parents can't get children. So they'd adopt a child from a different country to fill that vacuum. Me and Deborah are to be seen in accordance with the law as the children of Gosta and Anna Nygren of Sweden. However, we've been treated like two migrants all our lives and not like the white children would have been of our adoptive parents.

Sweden did agree to a lot of rights for us back in 1990 when the adoption was signed. In accordance with the law we should have the very same rights as other white Swedes because of the adoption. We are in juridical terms equal with white Swedes- and the sons and daughters of Anna and Gosta Nygren.

In reality though, we're two migrants who ended up in the foster care of these adoptiveparents. And we aren't seen as Swedes nor are we treated as such. We don't even have the same rights as other Swedes - the stewardship/guardianship being the icing of the cake. When conflicts happened we were "them" and the white kids were "us"- we didn't get that objective and equal treatment we should of gotten as adopted children.

And to end this text, frankly spoken - Sweden robbed us of our homeland, language, family, culture only to replace it with their shit and treat us like we're migrants instead of actual Swedes despite promising us that we'd be Swedes when the adoption was signed. Or rather promising you, our biological Mother, and Brazil as a country, that we'd enjoy equal rights with other white Swedish kids.

You've been tricked for fools. My biological Father proved to be smarter than you.. Because he felt adoption was wrong- and it were because white racists in Sweden will never treat us fairly, and we'll end up the scapegoats after half of the 9 schoolyears of them blaming us for every conflict started by people calling as blackheads, niggers etc.

What did i trade it all for?! What did i get and what did Sweden promise? Sweden doesn't keep promises nor deals- they're a bunch of liars. They promisd all that good stuff and delivered this hell. Or the city of Umea did, but the rest of Sweden doesn't help me against the city. I'm going to end my Swedish citizenship if i don't win the case in court against the forced Guardianship/Stewardship. Because i'm done being a Swede on PAPER and a mentally ill MIGRANT in need of somebody else to rule over my own fucking property and money in reality!!!!!

Sweden demonised me and Deborah from day one, and we ended up in the system.

The psychiatry wanted us there from the beginning and the evil Swedish system of promising that adopted kids will enjoy all the rights of white Swedes, and then using any conflict to demonise the adopted kid, and after that remove those rights- to open up for us being slaves of the system for them to use and abuse -it's all pre-planed and a part of the Swedish structural racism.

A racism against adopted people, not migrants, but adopted people only- because unlike the migrants we do not have our families here, we do not have strong organisations helping us, we do not have the left on our side- we do have more property and money than the migrants but what good is that when it's all placed under a stewardship and removed from our control...

And to end the text. Adopted people are overrepresentated in the Swedish child psychiatry- and there are many racist reasons for that- explained by a society that does everything in it's power to hide the fact that adopted kids are being targeted by racists, and at the same time blaming them- the victims, for the situation- sweeping the racism under the carpet by saying that the adopted kid is a marginal retard, an autist or similar. And then involving the adopted kid with the psychiatry in order to hide the truth of the racism and bullying facing the adopted kid in Sweden. And we have zero protection unlike the migrants, and are forced like i were in school to defend ourselves- ending with said demonization by a hostile Swedish community that treats you like a stranger to the country you got adopted to.

I got adopted into enemy territory, and then they've stolen all my rights from me."

Meu texto longo para minha mãe biológica no Brasil no Facebook em inglês:

"A luta contra o Guardião e a instituição sobre a administração / tutela começou. Como esperado, eles não concordam que eu não deveria estar sob uma administração / tutela - e cabe ao tribunal decidir.
Vou encontrar um advogado amanhã às 22:00, horário sueco.

Este é um país que libertou pessoas retardadas com Downs da mesma situação. Pessoas que parecem retardadas e que vivem na casa da família até os 40 anos de idade.

Eu sou alguém inteligente, e eles não me deixaram vencer em 2010 - porque, por algum motivo, eles gostam de me controlar. Acredito que, com pessoas retardadas, elas as veem como menos arriscadas, por serem crianças e facilmente controladas. Mas comigo eles parecem querer me controlar, porque eu não sou estúpido o suficiente para não questionar um bom homem / conselheiro e é por isso que as pessoas na cidade de Umea me obrigam um guardião / administrador.

Ainda tenho o problema de não conseguir falar português ou escrever em português - se eu me mudar para o Brasil. O segundo problema é que eu não terminei a faculdade e nunca tive um emprego de verdade.

Se eu perder novamente no tribunal, pretendo deixar a Suécia, mesmo que eu ache que estou ferrado se for ao Brasil por razões óbvias.

A adoção não foi boa e não gosto que você acabou de nos entregar ao tribunal - não importa o motivo. Especialmente desde que eu acabei em um buraco que está me tratando como se eu fosse uma pessoa mentalmente doente por causa das mentiras que eles escreveram sobre mim quando eu era adolescente.

Veja bem, eu poderia lhe contar sobre a minha infância - enquanto eu passava um bom tempo em casa, eu brigava quase constantemente na escola nos três primeiros anos de escola. As crianças brancas eram 99% na escola. Só me lembro de mim, minha irmã, uma garota da nossa idade e uma garota mais nova sendo adotada por pessoas de cor. O resto é todo branco.

Os professores me culpariam unilateralmente. Fui levado ao escritório do diretor várias vezes. Às vezes, os professores me derrubavam e depois me arrastavam para um escritório trancado, onde me colocavam de joelhos e me seguravam com força até me acalmar.

Costumávamos ser insultados por crianças brancas mais velhas que nos chamavam de negro, cravo, Arnold Blacknegro etc.

Deborah e eu costumávamos brigar muito durante os três primeiros anos de escola - especialmente eu. Eu lutava usando meus punhos a maior parte do tempo. Eu tive que lutar entre 5 a 10 outros estudantes muitas vezes durante os primeiros três anos. Na aula 3, isso aconteceu várias vezes durante uma semana. Eu e Deborah foram chamados nomes, eu tinha o apelido de "Tigre" e ela "Leoa" porque nós dois nos tornamos muito agressivos nessas lutas.

Os professores sempre estavam do lado das crianças brancas, então eu até acabei brigando com os professores pelo menos duas vezes. Para me defender contra muitas crianças que eram mais velhas que eu, ou para tentar impedir que um professor se force a mim e me colocar na situação descrita anteriormente - eu não tinha escolha senão usar uma vassoura de vez em quando para manter os outros à distância. Igualou as chances.

Um cara, em particular, duas classes acima de mim, me caçava nos intervalos da escola, era muito maior que eu e me derrubava muitas vezes e enchia meu rosto de neve. Eu também fui chutado e espancado.

Costumava haver montanhas de neve onde nós, meninos, brincávamos onde empurramos um ao outro pela montanha. Foi chamado "O Senhor na Colina". Enquanto todos nós gostávamos do jogo que esse cara que eu mencionei anteriormente, me alvejava em particular e me jogava montanha abaixo, depois me sentava, enchia meu rosto de neve - então ele até brincava comigo enquanto eu estava desamparado embaixo dele. Quero dizer, todos nós vestimos roupas durante o inverno, mas ele "brincou" comigo enquanto eu estava embaixo dele. Ele fez o mesmo com outro cara da minha classe. Meus colegas de classe eram covardes demais para ajudar de qualquer maneira.

Então eu tive que lutar sozinho por três anos, com apenas alguma ajuda de Deborah de vez em quando - na classe 3, havia brigas acontecendo muitas vezes por semana.

Foi também quando meus pais adotivos decidiram fazer alguma coisa. Mas eles nunca entenderam o que estava acontecendo durante as férias escolares. Em vez disso, eles ouviram os professores que me deram toda a culpa - resultando em meus pais adotivos me encaminhando para a psiquiatria infantil no ano 2000. Mas como não parecia certo encaminhar seu próprio filho adotivo para a psiquiatria, eles decidiram deixar a unidade de saúde da escola escrever.

Então meus pais adotivos desperdiçaram a oportunidade de escrever para a Psiquiatria Infantil, e na qual eles poderiam escrever a verdade de que eu e Deborah fomos intimidadas na escola devido a pessoas com idéias racistas - e precisávamos de ajuda porque essas crianças racistas não nos deixe em paz.

Agora, nem todas as crianças eram racistas - geralmente são de 5 a 10 racistas em uma escola branca. Mas se essas cinco a dez pessoas intimidam uma criança morena, ainda assim recebem todo o apoio dos adultos brancos. Como os adultos brancos estúpidos não entendem, eles pensariam que estamos em conflito devido a diagnósticos ou similares - eles nunca imaginariam que crianças brancas podem ser racistas em relação à minoria de crianças marrons. Eles agem como crianças brancas são 100% inocentes. Mas adotamos crianças que são culpadas o tempo todo. E nossos pais adotivos falharam em ver isso. E, em vez disso, compraram na escola que tínhamos problemas porque brigamos muitas brigas, eles nunca se preocuparam em ver que crianças brancas também participavam dessas brigas.

Normalmente, os adultos da merda - Suécia estão sempre do lado da maioria. O mesmo acontece em áreas de migrantes se um garoto branco é intimidado pela maioria dos negros - então o garoto branco está sem sorte. Mas é especialmente ruim quando somos adotados e enviados para um país de maioria branca para ser usado e abusado como bem entender. Nunca fomos vistos como suecos por outros que não nossos pais adotivos e sua família - e eles erroneamente pensaram que recebíamos tratamento justo de adultos brancos na escola, quando na verdade recebíamos o tratamento de migrantes o tempo todo. Tratamento de migrantes - recebendo a culpa.

A cidadania sueca não tem valor para mim. Porque eles me trataram como se eu não sou um cara de cidadania sueca. Como se eu fosse apenas um dos migrantes. Você não deve acreditar que tudo vai correr bem, entregando-nos a outras pessoas. Eu gosto mais do meu pai biológico do que você, porque ele era contra a adoção. De qualquer forma, vamos continuar.

Nossos pais adotivos desperdiçaram a oportunidade de se escrever em nosso benefício no referendo para a psiquiatria infantil - e, em vez disso, deixaram a escola fazer isso, o que resultou em um referendo muito tendencioso, onde eu fui pintado como o único problema na escola.
Agora, não tenho nada de ruim a dizer sobre a Psiquiatria Infantil entre os anos 2000-2001, com a exceção de eles confundirem outro assistente de estudante com o meu, o que causou problemas mais tarde quando um novo funcionário estava lendo as coisas antigas, e a razão pela qual eu não sei. O que tenho de ruim para dizer é que, durante os anos 2000-2001, a Psiquiatria Infantil não me culpou pelos conflitos na escola.

Tivemos uma reunião em que eu, meus pais, minha irmã e o pessoal da escola estávamos presentes. Antes dessa reunião, a Escola sempre me tratava como o único problema da escola. Mas, após essa reunião, chegou-se a um entendimento de que poderia haver outras crianças, especialmente a que eu mencionei anteriormente, que também foram os culpados pelos conflitos.

Foi decidido que a Escola enviaria um professor a cada intervalo para ficar de olho no que estava acontecendo durante esses intervalos. E surgiu a imagem de que, na maioria das vezes, um indivíduo em particular iniciava cada conflito durante esses intervalos escolares. O cara que eu mencionei antes, que era duas classes acima de mim, e muito maior - surgiram as informações de que ele tinha dois pais alcoólatras que se espancavam em casa. É por isso que ele tirou suas frustrações com as crianças mais novas da escola - e eu fui alvo principalmente porque não nasci na Suécia nem branca - e também fui muito agressivo ao contrário da maioria dos suecos, o que tornou mais divertido me irritar fora eu acho. O temperamento meu e de Deborah não é o de um sueco branco.

Com isso observado pelos professores, eles poderiam ter certeza de "lidar" com esse cara e seus amigos na classe 6 (quando eu estava na classe quatro, porque nada aconteceu de notar nos três primeiros anos e, na quarta série, fui encaminhado para o psiquiatria infantil na primeira vez - após a qual essas observações foram feitas.) e as constantes brigas que vinham ocorrendo desde o início do primeiro ano e até o meio do quarto ano deixaram de acontecer.

A Psiquiatria Infantil não me investigou naquela época. Não recebi nenhum diagnóstico. E a única coisa que eles fizeram foi me convencer a me afastar "dos conflitos. Uma coisa que eu gostei que eles fizeram, que eu odiava na série 9 porque não foi feito - foi que a Psiquiatria Infantil me deixou, minha família e os E nessas reuniões, meu lado da história finalmente conseguiu algum reconhecimento, mas na 9ª série a Psiquiatria Infantil, com pessoal diferente, realizou reuniões separadas com a escola e reuniões comigo e com meus pais - para que nunca chegássemos a um encontro. um entendimento no ensino médio com a escola e eu era visto como o vilão que nunca deixou de ser o caso.Então eles fizeram as coisas em 00-01, e fizeram coisas erradas em 2005-06.

Mas ainda quero dizer que meus pais adotivos sempre confiaram nas autoridades. E nunca se incomodou em ver meu ponto de vista. Terminar com eles pedindo ajuda às pessoas erradas porque elas me veem com problemas na escola, quando, na realidade, o problema também pode ter sido de outras crianças - eu não era inocente porque me defendia violentamente. Mas na Suécia você não tem o direito de se defender. E mesmo que a legítima defesa seja permitida por lei, eles sempre a demonizam, porque eu sou agressivo com todos os outros - e nunca me dão a "posição de defensor". Então, quando eu ou Deborah nos defendíamos contra os agressores, a escola nos demonizava como agressores - e não há problema em ser o agressor, é claro.

Isso tem sido verdade ao longo de nossas vidas. Não importa quantas vezes eu tenha sido agredido ou atacado, e tenha me defendido - eu sempre sou demonizado pelo agressor e pelos agressores (garotos brancos com quem estou lutando) são pintados nas vítimas.

Esse é o país em que fui adotado. Tanta coisa para a cidadania sueca ..

Eu nunca me senti sueco desde dez anos atrás, quando eles me colocaram sob um guardião / comissário de bordo - mas, olhando para trás, percebo que nunca fui tratado como um sueco por outros que não minha família e amigos. Na primeira oportunidade, eles demonizarão eu e Deborah como os vilões e as crianças brancas as vítimas de nossa violação.

Nossa cidadania não nos deu tratamento igual, mas, novamente, a maioria dos migrantes recebe cidadania hoje - por isso é inútil e não é visto pela maioria dos suecos como prova de ser um sueco.
A adoção então? Sim, a maioria dos suecos afirma que concorda que as pessoas adotadas são suecas por falar apenas sueco, tendo uma educação sueca com a cultura sueca - e sim, eu sou sueco de várias maneiras. Mas quando se trata de tudo. Eles me roubaram minha língua portuguesa, minha pátria brasileira, a cultura brasileira, minha família brasileira e uma vida normal no Brasil - e tudo foi trocado por essa bagunça que eles planejavam. eu ao longo dos anos - uma bagunça que eles planejaram estruturalmente desde o início. Depois disso, eles me culparam pela minha situação, quando são eles que me demonizam, depois do que limitam minha liberdade e direitos.

Como eu escrevi, eles nunca tentaram ver as coisas do meu jeito antes das reuniões da Psiquiatria Infantil em 2000, quando eu tinha dez anos. Eu recebi a culpa várias vezes entre os 7 e os 10 anos.
E na 9ª classe, as coisas continuaram quando eu tinha 16 anos. E como você sabe, sou tratado como um caso mental há dez anos. Eu tenho 30 agora. Não sendo permitido o controle sobre minha própria propriedade e dinheiro.

O que estou dizendo é que nunca fui sueco. Mas eles mentiram de cara no Brasil ao prometer que obteríamos todos os direitos e benefícios de uma criança biológica para nossos pais adotivos. Veja bem, adoções não são o mesmo que migrantes - os pais adotivos não podem ter filhos. Então eles adotavam uma criança de um país diferente para preencher esse vácuo. Eu e Deborah devemos ser vistos de acordo com a lei como filhos de Gosta e Anna Nygren, da Suécia. No entanto, fomos tratados como dois migrantes a vida toda e não como as crianças brancas teriam sido de nossos pais adotivos.

A Suécia concordou com muitos direitos para nós em 1990, quando a adoção foi assinada. De acordo com a lei, deveríamos ter os mesmos direitos que outros suecos brancos por causa da adoção. Em termos jurídicos, somos iguais aos suecos brancos - e aos filhos e filhas de Anna e Gosta Nygren.
Na realidade, porém, somos dois migrantes que acabaram no lar adotivo desses pais adotivos. E não somos vistos como suecos nem somos tratados como tal. Nem sequer temos os mesmos direitos que outros suecos - a mordomia / tutela é a cereja do bolo. Quando os conflitos aconteceram, éramos "eles" e as crianças brancas somos "nós" - não recebíamos o tratamento objetivo e igual que deveríamos ter quando adotado.

E para finalizar este texto, falado francamente - a Suécia nos roubou nossa terra natal, idioma, família e cultura, apenas para substituí-la por suas merdas e nos tratar como migrantes, em vez de suecos reais, apesar de nos prometer que seríamos suecos quando a adoção foi assinada. Ou melhor, prometendo a você, nossa mãe biológica, e o Brasil como país, que teríamos direitos iguais aos de outras crianças brancas suecas.

Você foi enganado por tolos. Meu pai biológico provou ser mais esperto do que você. Porque ele achou que a adoção estava errada - e foi porque os racistas brancos na Suécia nunca vão nos tratar de maneira justa, e acabaremos com os bodes expiatórios depois que metade dos nove anos da escola nos culpar. para todos os conflitos iniciados por pessoas que chamam de cravos, negros, etc.

Pelo que eu troquei tudo isso ?! O que eu recebi e o que a Suécia prometeu? A Suécia não mantém promessas nem acordos - eles são um monte de mentirosos. Eles prometeram todas essas coisas boas e entregaram esse inferno. Ou a cidade de Umea ajudou, mas o resto da Suécia não me ajuda contra a cidade. Vou terminar minha cidadania sueca se não ganhar o caso em tribunal contra a tutela / administração forçada. Porque eu terminei de ser um sueco no PAPEL e um MIGRANTE com doença mental que precisa de alguém para governar minha própria propriedade e dinheiro na realidade !!!!!

O que estou dizendo é que nunca fui sueco. Mas eles mentiram de cara no Brasil ao prometer que obteríamos todos os direitos e benefícios de uma criança biológica para nossos pais adotivos. Veja bem, adoções não são o mesmo que migrantes - os pais adotivos não podem ter filhos. Então eles adotavam uma criança de um país diferente para preencher esse vácuo. Eu e Deborah devemos ser vistos de acordo com a lei como filhos de Gosta e Anna Nygren, da Suécia. No entanto, fomos tratados como dois migrantes a vida toda e não como as crianças brancas teriam sido de nossos pais adotivos.

A Suécia concordou com muitos direitos para nós em 1990, quando a adoção foi assinada. De acordo com a lei, deveríamos ter os mesmos direitos que outros suecos brancos por causa da adoção. Em termos jurídicos, somos iguais aos suecos brancos - e aos filhos e filhas de Anna e Gosta Nygren.
Na realidade, porém, somos dois migrantes que acabaram no lar adotivo desses pais adotivos. E não somos vistos como suecos nem somos tratados como tal. Nem sequer temos os mesmos direitos que outros suecos - a mordomia / tutela é a cereja do bolo. Quando os conflitos aconteceram, éramos "eles" e as crianças brancas somos "nós" - não recebíamos o tratamento objetivo e igual que deveríamos ter quando adotado.

E para finalizar este texto, falado francamente - a Suécia nos roubou nossa terra natal, idioma, família e cultura, apenas para substituí-la por suas merdas e nos tratar como migrantes, em vez de suecos reais, apesar de nos prometer que seríamos suecos quando a adoção foi assinada. Ou melhor, prometendo a você, nossa mãe biológica, e o Brasil como país, que teríamos direitos iguais aos de outras crianças brancas suecas.

Você foi enganado por tolos. Meu pai biológico provou ser mais esperto do que você. Porque ele achou que a adoção estava errada - e foi porque os racistas brancos na Suécia nunca vão nos tratar de maneira justa, e acabaremos com os bodes expiatórios depois que metade dos nove anos da escola nos culpar. para todos os conflitos iniciados por pessoas que chamam de cravos, negros, etc.

Pelo que eu troquei tudo isso ?! O que eu recebi e o que a Suécia prometeu? A Suécia não mantém promessas nem acordos - eles são um monte de mentirosos. Eles prometeram todas essas coisas boas e entregaram esse inferno. Ou a cidade de Umea ajudou, mas o resto da Suécia não me ajuda contra a cidade. Vou terminar minha cidadania sueca se não ganhar o caso em tribunal contra a tutela / administração forçada. Porque eu terminei de ser um sueco no PAPEL e um MIGRANTE com doença mental que precisa de alguém para governar minha própria propriedade e dinheiro na realidade !!!!!

A Suécia demonizou eu e Deborah desde o primeiro dia, e acabamos no sistema.

A psiquiatria nos quis lá desde o início e o malvado sistema sueco de prometer que as crianças adotadas gozarão de todos os direitos dos suecos brancos e, depois, usar qualquer conflito para demonizar a criança adotada, e depois remover esses direitos - para se abrir para nós sendo escravos do sistema para que usem e abusem - tudo isso é pré-planejado e parte do racismo estrutural sueco.

Um racismo contra pessoas adotadas, não migrantes, mas apenas adotadas - porque, diferentemente dos migrantes, não temos nossas famílias aqui, não temos organizações fortes nos ajudando, não temos a esquerda do nosso lado - temos mais propriedades e dinheiro do que os migrantes, mas que bom é que, quando tudo é colocado sob uma mordomia e removido do nosso controle ...

A Suécia demonizou eu e Deborah desde o primeiro dia, e acabamos no sistema.

A psiquiatria nos quis lá desde o início e o malvado sistema sueco de prometer que as crianças adotadas desfrutariam de todos os direitos dos suecos brancos e, em seguida, usar qualquer conflito para demonizar a criança adotada e depois remover esses direitos - para se abrir para nós sendo escravos do sistema para que usem e abusem - tudo isso é pré-planejado e parte do racismo estrutural sueco.

Um racismo contra pessoas adotadas, não migrantes, mas apenas adotadas - porque, diferentemente dos migrantes, não temos nossas famílias aqui, não temos organizações fortes nos ajudando, não temos a esquerda do nosso lado - temos mais propriedades e dinheiro do que os migrantes, mas que bom é que, quando tudo é colocado sob uma mordomia e removido do nosso controle ...

E para finalizar o texto. As pessoas adotadas são super-representadas na psiquiatria infantil sueca - e há muitas razões racistas para isso - explicadas por uma sociedade que faz todo o possível para esconder o fato de que as crianças adotadas são alvo de racistas e, ao mesmo tempo, as culpam - as vítimas, pela situação - varrendo o racismo para debaixo do tapete, dizendo que o garoto adotado é um retardado marginal, um autista ou similar. E depois envolver o garoto adotado com a psiquiatria, a fim de esconder a verdade do racismo e do bullying que o garoto adotado na Suécia tem. E temos proteção zero, diferentemente dos migrantes, e somos forçados como eu na escola a nos defender - terminando com a demonização dita por uma comunidade sueca hostil que o trata como um estranho no país ao qual você foi adotado.

Fui adotada em território inimigo e eles roubaram todos os meus direitos."

fredag 11 oktober 2019

My adoptive mother has a record of talking behind my back to the psychiatry and others - as it would seem she tried to ask for ECT (Electric Shock Treatment) in 2013 behind my back as well - She is also viewing herself as the victim despite me and my Sister being the ones demonised by the Swedish system thanks to her talking! - Minha mãe adotiva tem um histórico de falar nas minhas costas com psiquiatria e outras pessoas - como parece que ela tentou pedir ECT (tratamento de choque elétrico) em 2013 também nas minhas costas - ela também está se vendo como vítima, apesar de mim e minha irmã sendo demonizada pelo sistema sueco graças a ela falando!


2013-03-17 18:17 Mattias, Nurse

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Victor's parents visited on Sunday afternoon. When they are about to be released from the ward, it appears that they feel desperate and abandoned because of their child. They said that throughout the visit, he sent messages about the Guardianship, incorrect certificates, district court and court sentences. Parents wonder if it is not possible to medicate or even give electric shocks so that he puts aside his thoughts and fixes ideas. They experience his condition as worse than ever, but at the same time grateful that he is in the department. Notify parents that there is no special medicine or method that significantly improves his condition. What we are trying to do is fill his daily life in the best way possible, for example with training. When it comes to stewardship/guardianship, parents want us to work on planning a new meeting.

"2013-03-17 18:17 Mattias, Enfermeira

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Os pais de Victor visitaram no domingo à tarde. Quando eles estão prestes a ser libertados da ala, surge que eles se sentem desesperados e abandonados por causa do filho. Conta que, durante toda a visita, ele enviou mensagens sobre administração, certificados incorretos, tribunal distrital e sentenças judiciais. Os pais se perguntam se não é possível medicar ou mesmo dar choques elétricos para que ele deixe de lado seus pensamentos e conserte idéias. Eles experimentam a condição dele como pior do que nunca, mas ao mesmo tempo gratos por ele estar no departamento. Notifique os pais de que não existe medicamento ou método especial que melhore significativamente sua condição. O que estamos tentando fazer é preencher sua vida cotidiana da melhor maneira possível, por exemplo, com treinamento. No que diz respeito à mordomia, os pais querem que trabalhemos para planejar uma nova reunião."


Adoptivmorsan ang Elchocker, Mobbing, rykten om Sexuella Trakasserier etc Del 1 och 2 (Swedish language):

"Jag ställer Adoptivmorsan mot väggen i ett mobilsamtal. Detta efter att först ha läst en skärmbild av ett utdrag from den tredje mars år 2013 när föräldrarna besökt mig på Rättspsyk. Det stod en del otrevligheter som att de bett sjuksköterskan Mattias om ELCHOCKER eller MEDICINERING för att jag pratade om mina problem. De ville tysta mig, och tydligen var elchocker ett legitimt medel - jag betraktar det som tortyr!"
I am thankful the nurse wrote that in the journal. I would never have suspected my adoptive parents of doing that behind my back.

I first read it in january of 2015, and when i asked my adoptive father about it he said he couldn't remember any such thing - after being shown the notes from the journal, he said it were the nurse who had written it, but that it wasn't true.

Either he lied because he didn't want me to hate him, or bug him about that for the rest of his life.

Anyway, i did call my adoptive mother yesterday about this.. She didn't try to say she hadn't done it you know. Instead she defended her actions..

She said she had done it because she and my adoptive father (they) had had such a horrible time with us. She went on about how annoying we were as teenagers because of all the violence and conflicts, and then as young adults when we constantly were bothering them about  our situation/issues (Yes, that's what people would expect from parents that they would be understanding or helpful - but clearly it's horrible for her because she has to be bothered by our problems that she caused) and they felt like they wanted to give me elctricshock treatment to make me forget about my issues and problems - at least then they would be happy. They wouldn't have to be bothered. They want me to be happy, and if i'm unhappy then they think electric treatment is an okay solution - instead of them doing anything to help with the real issues.

You see, my adoptive mother were a free woman in 2013, and is so now as well, she has a villa, money, no person deciding over her, is viewed and regarded as a normal middle class woman, has had no trouble with the authorities (but certainly has gotten both me and Deborah into trouble with them by talking behind our backs) and she has had back in 2013, what you could call a life without problems.

While i back then - were locked up in a psychaitric institution because of all the shit between 2009-2012 - when i were fighting the Guardian and the authorities in court until i lost due thanks to a Doctor's certificate from years ago, where there had been many "wrong facts" written into it - taken from the journal made by the child psychjiatry.

I were locked up, and if i were locked up then of course i would be obesessed about the shit leading up to it - where in my opinion i had been treated wrongly by the psychiatry etc. And i tried to get my adoptive parents to understand me, so that they could and would help me by talking to the media, - or do something!

Instead she talked behind my back about giving me electricshock treatment.

Yes, it felt like a betrayal. She is like Judas in the Bible. Instead of helping me and being on my side in High School - she would call the child psychiatry behind my back and help them paint me as the monster.

Instead of helping me with getting rid of the Guardian, that she tricked me into applying for back in 2009, she asked the Nurse for medications or alternatively electricshock treatment to fix "me" - i were the problem for talking, my situation weren't the problem - it was all about her and how horrible she had it having to listen to me, even though i were the one in an isntitution - she still thinks she had it worse. Total ego!

She also said that she had been happy about me being locked up there, despite that being my worst period in my life - because at least she could sleep well knowing i wouldn't cause trouble, or going on a rampage because of all the shit they've caused to begin with.

I mean, if they talked to the psychiatry, tricked me into applying for a Guardian etc - then i am rightfully mad about that, and would rant about that before i got locked up, and also be violent against property in their home- this were between 2009-2012 - then of course in her mind it's right to be "happy" i'm locked up.

Also, i weren't in a psychiatric institution because of those few situations where i were violent - i had threatened a person connected to the Guardianship, and that's why i got myself sentenced in court - the psychiatry just said i had mental health issues because of all my history with the psychiatry in the earlier journals - where they've painted the dark picture with the help of my adoptive mother.

So, i were locked up between the summer of 2012 and february/march of 2014. And my Adoptive Mother "were happy that i were locked up"... Treason.

I've had one conversation that lasted for 27 minutes yesterday, that i did record. But it's in Swedish so you wouldn't understand it.

She did confirm that she did ask for that stuff. But she defended herself with how horrible we had been, like she were the victim - and probably thought i would have empathy. I don't - because i think i've had it horrible, and my Sister as well - and our adoptive parents haven't faced half of that. They're not the ones being treated like they're mentally ill, or being bullied and assaulted in school.

Also, me and Deborah never asked to come to Sweden, become their adoptive children etc - but they on the other hand asked to be our parents, they did take us here from Brazil - they are to blame for adopting two adoptive children in the first place. If they can't handle two Brazilian teenagers, then the faulth lies with them being bad parents - and all the faulth lies with them because they asked for us to be their children, and to be raised by them - then they fucked up.

However, they do what many Swedes do - blame others for their mistakes. So they make sure me and Deborah are painted mentally unstable - so they can feel that we were the problem, and not them - and as such they haven't failed in being parents - the faulth was with us... Yes, they are blaming us for their mistakes - and used the psychiatry as their weapon against us. The psychiatry did help them in this.

Remember that we are just migrants in Sweden, while all of theme are white Swedes - the law states we should be treated equally, but the reality is that we are not. They'd happily sacrifice us for white children, and they'd be happy to make us mental cases to protect the image of our adoptive parents having done what they could.

Our adoptive parents were great parents the first 16 years. I'd say they can't handle conflicts at all. So when a conflict happens they will fuck up their childrens lives."

In portuguese/Em português:

"Sou grato pela enfermeira ter escrito isso no diário. Nunca suspeitaria que meus pais adotivos fizessem isso pelas minhas costas.

Eu o li pela primeira vez em janeiro de 2015 e, quando perguntei a meu pai adotivo sobre ele, ele disse que não conseguia se lembrar de nada disso - depois de receber as anotações do diário, ele disse que era a enfermeira que havia escrito, mas que não era verdade.

Ou ele mentiu porque não queria que eu o odiasse, ou o incomodou com isso pelo resto da vida.

Enfim, liguei ontem para minha mãe adotiva sobre isso. Ela não tentou dizer que não tinha feito isso, você sabe. Em vez disso, ela defendeu suas ações ..

Ela disse que havia feito isso porque ela e meu pai adotivo (eles) tiveram um momento horrível conosco. Ela continuou falando sobre como éramos irritantes quando adolescentes por causa de toda a violência e conflitos, e depois como jovens adultos quando os incomodávamos constantemente sobre nossa situação / problemas (Sim, é isso que as pessoas esperariam dos pais que eles entenderiam ou útil - mas claramente é horrível para ela porque ela se incomodou com nossos problemas que ela causou) e eles sentiram que queriam me dar um tratamento com choque elétrico para me fazer esquecer meus problemas e questões - pelo menos eles ficariam felizes. Eles não teriam se incomodado. Eles querem que eu seja feliz e, se estou infeliz, pensam que o tratamento elétrico é uma solução adequada - em vez de fazerem qualquer coisa para ajudar com os problemas reais.

Veja bem, minha mãe adotiva era uma mulher livre em 2013, e agora também tem uma vila, dinheiro, ninguém que decide, é vista e vista como uma mulher normal de classe média, não teve problemas com o autoridades (mas certamente causamos problemas a mim e a Deborah falando com elas pelas costas) e ela teve em 2013 o que você poderia chamar de uma vida sem problemas.

Naquela época - estava trancado em uma instituição psiquiátrica por causa de toda a merda entre 2009-2012 - quando eu estava lutando contra o Guardian e as autoridades no tribunal até que perdi devido a um atestado médico de anos atrás, onde havia muitos "fatos errados" escritos nele - retirados do diário feito pela psiquiatria infantil.

Eu estava trancado e, se estivesse trancado, é claro que ficaria obcecado com a merda que o levou - onde, na minha opinião, fui tratado mal pela psiquiatria etc. E tentei fazer meus pais adotivos entenderem. eu, para que eles pudessem e me ajudassem conversando com a mídia - ou fazendo alguma coisa!

Em vez disso, ela falou pelas minhas costas sobre me dar um tratamento de choque elétrico.

Sim, parecia uma traição. Ela é como Judas na Bíblia. Em vez de me ajudar e estar do meu lado na escola - ela chamava a psiquiatria infantil pelas minhas costas e os ajudava a me pintar como o monstro.

Em vez de me ajudar a me livrar do Guardian, que ela me induziu a me candidatar em 2009, ela pediu à Enfermeira medicamentos ou um tratamento alternativo de choque elétrico para consertar "eu" - eu era o problema de conversar, minha situação não era o problema - era tudo sobre ela e o quão horrível ela tinha para me ouvir, mesmo que eu fosse a única pessoa em uma instituição - ela ainda acha que estava pior. Ego total!

Ela também disse que estava feliz por eu estar trancada lá, apesar de ser o meu pior período da minha vida - porque pelo menos ela podia dormir bem, sabendo que eu não causaria problemas ou ficar furiosa por causa de toda essa merda eles fizeram com que começar.

Quero dizer, se eles conversassem com psiquiatria, me induzissem a me candidatar a um Guardião etc - então eu estava com raiva por isso, e iria reclamar disso antes que eu fosse preso, e também seria violento contra propriedades em sua casa - essas eram entre 2009-2012 - então, é claro, em sua mente, é certo ser "feliz". Estou trancado.

Além disso, eu não estava em uma instituição psiquiátrica por causa das poucas situações em que fui violento - eu havia ameaçado uma pessoa ligada à Tutela, e foi por isso que me sentenciei no tribunal - a psiquiatria apenas disse que tinha problemas de saúde mental porque de toda a minha história com psiquiatria nos jornais anteriores - onde eles pintaram o quadro sombrio com a ajuda de minha mãe adotiva.

Então, eu fui trancada entre o verão de 2012 e fevereiro / março de 2014. E minha mãe adotiva "estava feliz por eu estar trancada" ... Traição.

Eu tive uma conversa que durou 27 minutos ontem, que eu gravei. Mas é em sueco, para que você não entenda.

Ela confirmou que pediu essas coisas. Mas ela se defendeu com o quanto éramos horríveis, como se ela fosse a vítima - e provavelmente pensou que eu teria empatia. Eu não - porque acho que tive uma situação horrível, e minha irmã também - e nossos pais adotivos não enfrentaram metade disso. Eles não são os que estão sendo tratados como doentes mentais, ou sendo intimidados e agredidos na escola.

Além disso, eu e Deborah nunca pedimos para vir para a Suécia, nos tornarmos filhos adotivos, etc. - mas, por outro lado, pediram para ser nossos pais, eles nos trouxeram aqui do Brasil - eles são os culpados por adotar dois filhos adotivos no primeiro lugar. Se eles não conseguem lidar com dois adolescentes brasileiros, então o preguiçoso mente com eles sendo maus pais - e todo o preguiçoso mente com eles porque eles nos pediram para sermos filhos e ser criados por eles - então eles foderam.

No entanto, eles fazem o que muitos suecos fazem - culpam os outros por seus erros. Então eles se certificam de que eu e Deborah somos mentalmente instáveis ​​- para que sintam que éramos o problema, e não eles - e, como tal, falharam em ser pais - a culpa estava conosco ... Sim, eles são nos culpar por seus erros - e usou a psiquiatria como arma contra nós. A psiquiatria os ajudou nisso.

Lembre-se de que somos apenas migrantes na Suécia, enquanto todos os temas são suecos brancos - a lei estabelece que devemos ser tratados igualmente, mas a realidade é que não somos. Eles nos sacrificariam felizes por crianças brancas, e ficariam felizes em nos tornar casos mentais para proteger a imagem de nossos pais adotivos fazendo o que podiam.

Nossos pais adotivos foram ótimos pais nos primeiros 16 anos. Eu diria que eles não conseguem lidar com conflitos. Então, quando um conflito acontece, eles estragam a vida das crianças ".